Lately I realized that the things I have-- both tangible and intangible-- are incredible! When I consider the big picture, there is very little suffering (read: legitimate suffering) in my life. My suffering is largely self-inflicted through worry, fear, and pride. How much LIFE I miss because of these sinful habits of the heart!
I heard a story about a painful journey one family experienced, almost losing their son, who is now going through rehabilitation and learning to walk and talk again in his early twenties. In many ways it was a wake-up call to look beyond myself and my perceived problems.
God is using this young man to bless the lives of so many, in his weakness. And I-- I know I am valuable, loved, and redeemed-- but really, God doesn't need me. So why not embrace LIFE as He intended?! How much time and energy I unnecessarily waste.
How selfish and prideful I am, to think that worrying about decisions and trying to control things will somehow impact the Kingdom.
God is so gracious to call me to serve and remain faithful to me-- as He lovingly works to continue to save me from myself. In light of everything-- all the problems and frustrations people experience everyday, and my freedom and ease and comfort-- I say, Bring it on.
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